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Saturday, December 12th, 2015
3:37 am - Whoa.
I haven't seen this livejournal in 9 years. I last posted in 2007, not sure why I stopped. Anyone still out there? Anything still use this thing?

So very strange looking into my life from 11 years ago. Spooky. So many thing different. So many things the same. I gotta get back to the way I was thinking before.

Somewhere I changed and I'm not sure where. I've been kinda in a slump for a few years. I gotta get out of this. This is weird. But, maybe this is the kick in the ass I need? Maybe reading my old thoughts, and remembering old times is enough to make me take control of it again. I think I got beat up a couple of times, and it made me regress back to a worse place than I was in some ways. Gonna think about it a lot this weekend. It doesn't feel like that long ago.. It really isn't... but I know I can do better. I know I've got to do better.

current mood: nostalgic

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Friday, June 15th, 2007
10:36 am - New Short Hair!

New Short Hair!
Originally uploaded by Adventures with Cesar
So last night i had about 16 inches of hair cut off. I actually donated most of it to Lock of Love, which was a cool thing.. I haven't cut my hair in 3 years, and it was just time... My head feels like 1/2 to 1/4 lb lighter.. pretty wild.

It was down to my butt, now it's just barely past my shoulders.

Whee!

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10:34 am - Flickr
This is a test post from flickr, a fancy photo sharing thing.

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Wednesday, May 23rd, 2007
3:45 am - It's been such a long time, think i should get going...
Your results:
You are Dr. Doom
Dr. Doom
64%
Mr. Freeze
64%
Catwoman
58%
Magneto
56%
Two-Face
53%
Green Goblin
53%
Apocalypse
52%
The Joker
51%
Venom
49%
Dark Phoenix
47%
Riddler
46%
Lex Luthor
46%
Poison Ivy
44%
Mystique
33%
Kingpin
31%
Juggernaut
21%
Blessed with smarts and power but burdened by vanity.


Click here to take the Supervillain Personality Quiz

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Sunday, September 10th, 2006
9:54 pm - Usenet access...
Hey everyone, long time no post!

Anyways, for all the net savvy folks in the audience...

Can anyone recommend fast, semi-inexpensive LOCAL usenet access? Someone based in SF would be the best...

I currently get it from a company that's out of state and the traffic to them has gone from great to miserably slow really fast..

Any ideas anyone??

Thanks! and i hope everyone is doing well :)

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Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
11:40 am
No matter how you feel about the gay marriage issue, amending the constitution to try and stop it is ridiculous.. this is a matter that should be left to each state.

http://www.kintera.org/site/apps/ka/ct/contactus.asp?c=ctISK8OWG&b=27870&en=ihLKKROEIgJHJSNBJiKNJSODIhJWLcPHIcINL2MFK8LII3NUF

so far 80,000 signatures have been collected, but more is always better...

thanks!

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Monday, March 1st, 2004
7:30 pm
RESUME
George W. Bush
The White House, USA


EDUCATION AND EXPERIENCE:

LAW ENFORCEMENT:

I was arrested in Kennebunkport, Maine, in 1976
for driving under the influence of alcohol.
I pled guilty, paid a fine, and had my driver's
license suspended for 30 days.

My Texas driving record has been "lost" and is
not available.

MILITARY:

I joined the Texas Air National Guard and went
AWOL. I refused to take a drug test or answer any questions about my drug
use. By joining the Texas Air National Guard, I was able to avoid combat
duty in Vietnam.

COLLEGE:

I graduated from Yale University with a low C
average. I was a cheerleader.


PAST WORK EXPERIENCE:

I ran for U.S. Congress and lost.

I began my career in the oil business in Midland,
Texas, in 1975. I bought
an oil company, but couldn't find any oil in
Texas. The company went
bankrupt shortly after I sold all my stock.

I bought the Texas Rangers baseball team in a
sweetheart deal that took
land using taxpayer money.

With the help of my father and our right-wing
friends in the oil
industry
(including Enron CEO Ken Lay),
I was elected governor of Texas.


ACCOMPLISHMENTS AS GOVERNOR OF TEXAS:

I changed Texas pollution laws to favor power and
oil companies, making
Texas the most polluted state in the Union.

During my tenure, Houston replaced Los Angeles as
the most smog-ridden
city
in America. I cut taxes and bankrupted the Texas
treasury to the tune
of
billions in borrowed money.

I set the record for the most executions by any
governor in Ameri can
history.

With the help of my brother, the governor of
Florida, and my father's
appointments to the Supreme Court,
I became President after losing by over 500,000
votes.


ACCOMPLISHMENTS AS PRESIDENT:

I am the first President in U.S. history to enter
office with a criminal
record.

I invaded and occupied two countries at a
continuing cost of over one
billion dollars per week.

I spent the U.S. surplus and effectively
bankrupted the U.S. Treasury.

I shattered the record for the largest annual
deficit in U.S. history.

I set an economic record for most private
bankruptcies filed in any
12-month period.

I set the all-time record for most foreclosures
in a 12-month period.

I set the all-time record for the biggest drop in
the history of the
U.S.
stock market.

In my first year in office, over 2 million
Americans lost their jobs and
that trend continues every month.

I'm proud that the members of my cabinet are the
richest of any
administration in U.S. history. My "poorest
millionaire," Condoleeza
Rice,
has a Chevron oil tanker named after her.

I set the record for most campaign fund-raising
trips by a U.S.
President.

I am the all-time U.S. and world record-holder
for receiving the most
corporate campaign donations.

My largest lifetime campaign contributor, and one
of my best friends,
Kenneth Lay, presided over the largest corporate
bankruptcy fraud in
U.S.
History, Enron.

My political party used Enron private jets and
corporate attorneys to
assure my success with the U.S. Supreme Court
during my election
decision.

I have protected my friends at Enron and
Halliburton against
investigation
or prosecution. More time and money was spent
investigating the Monica
Lewinsky affair than has been spent investigating
one of the biggest
corporate rip-offs in history.

I presided over the biggest energy crisis in U.S.
history and refused to
intervene when corruption involving the oil
industry was revealed.

I presided over the highest gasoline prices in
U.S. history.

I changed the U.S. policy to allow convicted
criminals to be awarded
government contracts.

I appointed more convicted criminals to
administration than any
President
in U.S. history.

I created the Ministry of Homeland Security, the
largest bureaucracy in
the
history of the United States government.

I've broken more international treaties than any
President in U.S.
history.

I am the first President in U.S. history to have
the United Nations
remove
the U.S. from the Human Rights Commission.

I withdrew the U.S. from the World Court of Law.

I refused to allow inspectors access to
U.S. "prisoners of war"
detainees
and thereby have refused to abide by the Geneva
Convention.

I am the first President in history to refuse
United Nations election
inspectors (during the 2002 U.S. election).

I set the record for fewest number of press
conferences of any President
since the advent of television.

I set the the all-time record for most days on
vacation in any one-year
period. After taking off the entire month of
August, I presided over
the
worst security failure in U.S. history.

I garnered the most sympathy for the U.S. after
the World Trade Center
attacks and less than a year later made the U.S.
the most hated country
in
the world, the largest failure of diplomacy in
world history.

I have set the all-time record for most people
worldwide to
simultaneously
protest me in public venues
(15 million people), shattering the record for
protest against any
person
in the history of mankind.

I am t he first President in U.S. history to
order an unprovoked,
pre-emptive attack and the military occupation
of a sovereign nation. I did so against the will
of the United Nations,
the
majority of U.S. citizens, and the world
community

.I have cut health care benefits for war veterans
and support a cut in
duty
benefits for active duty troops and their
families -- in war time.

In my State of the Union Address, I lied about
our reasons for attacking
Iraq, then blamed the lies on our British
friends.

I am the first President in history to have a
majority of Europeans
(71%)
view my presidency as the biggest threat to world
peace and security.

I am supporting development of a
nuclear "Tactical Bunker Buster," a
WMD.

I have so far failed to fulfill my pledge to
bring Osama Bin Laden and
Saddam Hussein to justice.


RECORDS AND REFERENCES:

All records of my tenure as governor o f Texas
are now in my father's
library, sealed and unavailable for public view.

All records of SEC investigations into my insider
trading and my
bankrupt
companies are sealed in secrecy and unavailable
for public view.

All records or minutes from meetings that I, or
my Vice-President,
attended
regarding public energy policy
are sealed in secrecy and unavailable for public
review.


PLEASE CONSIDER MY EXPERIENCE WHEN VOTING IN
2004.

PLEASE SEND THIS TO EVERY VOTER YOU KNOW


(sorry about the length.. scary shit tho)

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Thursday, September 18th, 2003
1:28 pm - brilliance

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Tuesday, August 26th, 2003
7:16 pm - well at least it's full of hot lesbian action
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Your Life: The Movie by mintyduck
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Tuesday, June 24th, 2003
4:40 pm

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Monday, June 23rd, 2003
6:35 am - thinking of someone while i listen to this song...
How Deep Is Your Love
The Bee Gees
- words and music by Barry Gibb, Robin Gibb and Maurice Gibb

I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touch me in the pouring rain
And the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again
And you come to me on a summer breeze
Keep me warm in your love, then you softly leave
And it's me you need to show

How deep is your love, how deep is your love
I really mean to learn
'Cause we're living in a world of fools
Breaking us down when they all should let us be
We belong to you and me

I believe in you
You know the door to my very soul
You're the light in my deepest, darkest hour
You're my savior when I fall
And you may not think that I care for you
When you know down inside that I really do
And it's me you need to show

How deep is your love, how deep is your love
I really mean to learn
'Cause we're living in a world of fools
Breaking us down when they all should let us be
We belong to you and me



it doesn't exactly go along with the reality of what's going on.. but there are some sentiments in this song that definately reflect how i feel..

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Tuesday, June 10th, 2003
2:54 am - now i just need a rubber stamp to mark my forehead
countz
LJ Barcode
LJ username:

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Thursday, June 5th, 2003
12:26 am - About right...
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScore
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Low
Level 7 (Violent)Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)Moderate

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

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Saturday, May 17th, 2003
6:31 pm - BLIZZ0s and BIZZ0s!!! HOUSE PARTY 5/24!!!!
From: Grand Mastah CZ
Location: four20's hizzle, mahnizzles! 36113 Spruce St, Newark, CA
When: Saturday, May 24, 8:00pm

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN!!!!

YOU ARE CORDIALLY INVITED TO A SMASHING BANGUP GOOD TIME AT 'La Casa De Fucko'..

You might ask WHY?? WHY NOT??!! DRUNKEN DEBAUCHERY!! POOL TABLE!!! DJS!!! KEGS!!! DOOR PRIZES!!! (door prizes??) YES DOOR PRIZES!!!! (for the ladies)

Please come out for a good time and also to celebrate the birthday of everybody's favorite redneck, James! AKA SLOTH!

BUD LIGHT WILL BE ON HAND!! (AS WELL AS REAL BEER, DON'T WORRY!)
LIQUOR AND BEER WILL BE PROVIDED, BUT PLEASE FEEL FREE TO BRING WHATEVER YOU LIKE, DRINKS, FOOD, 'WHATEVER' :)

JUNGLE JUICE WILL BE PROVIDED!!

GOING FROM 8PM UNTIL WHENEVER!! PLENTY OF ROOM TO PASS OUT!!

MUSIC TO BE SUPPLIED STRAIGHT UP YOUR VEINS BY THE WORLD FAMOUS ASS KICKING AM BREAKS CREW!!

THIS WILL BE THE EVENT TO START A NEW WAVE OF BAY AREA PARTIES!! WE ARE GONNA KICK ASS AND TAKE NAMES!! DON'T MISS OUT!!!

No Cover, but we ask a $3-5 donation for endless drinks.

IF YOU'D LIKE TO BE PUT ON THE EVITE, PLEASE REPLY WITH YOUR EMAIL ADDRESS!!!

current mood: excited

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Thursday, May 8th, 2003
8:10 pm
Your Ultimate Purity Score Is...
CategoryYour Score Average
Self-Lovin'26.7%
When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself
61.7%
Shamelessness76.2%
Has yet to see self in mirror
77%
Sex Drive 57.9%
A fool for love, but not always
75.1%
Straightness3.6%
Knows the other body type like a map
40.6%
Gayness 28.6%
At least one weekend of ecstacy
79.7%
Fucking Sick75.2%
Refreshingly normal
88.1%
You are 45.27% pure
Average Score: 69.7%

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Monday, April 28th, 2003
6:33 pm - WARRIOR NEEDS FOOD, BADLY!

What Video Game Character Are You? I am a Gauntlet Adventurer.I am a Gauntlet Adventurer.


I strive to improve my living conditions by hoarding gold, food, and sometimes keys and potions. I love adventure, fighting, and particularly winning - especially when there's a prize at stake. I occasionally get lost inside buildings and can't find the exit. I need food badly. What Video Game Character Are You?

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Wednesday, April 23rd, 2003
11:03 pm - BATTLE ME!!


</tr>
Cesar's
Battle Imp

is
Who&apos;s your battle imp?
Irord

Backstabbing: 9

Dodgin': 8

Guts: 1

Magic Mojo: 1

Smackdown: 8


</td>






Will your battle imp beat Cesar's?
Enter your name and fight.


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Tuesday, April 22nd, 2003
3:57 am
You&apos;re the perfect buddy team!
What kind of Conan be you?

brought to you by Quizilla

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Wednesday, March 26th, 2003
12:50 am - WHAT WEED ARE YOU??
Blue Haze!!!!!!
You're Blue Haze!
Depending on your inhabitants, you react in
diffrent ways, with true smokers, you're
lovely, you make us feel like anything is
possible, you remove all doubt, you make us all
happy no matter what.

With virgin-lungs, you suck, you turn them into
mashed potato, they fall in and out of
conciousness, you make them utter the words..
"God, I'm never doing this again.."


What Weed Breed Are You?
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Friday, March 14th, 2003
5:47 am - I've decided...
that venting here was really good. I think i'm gonna try and recommit to using lj more often, i've slacked so long..

and btw...

feel free to add me to your friendster list (you know you're a part of it)
countz3r0@yahoo.com

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